忘不了。。

我以为我忘了你，
就算心里依然存有对你的爱恋，
可是至少我做到了不去想你，
不让脑海你有你的痕迹。。
可是。。
为什么晴天也会有下雨的痕迹？
为什么我会在睡醒的那一刹那看见你的影子？
为什么你总是在我把脑子清干净后再次出现？
为什么我找不到理由不去爱你？
为什么我不能把你的所有放进失意的袋子里？
为什么晴天不能总是晴朗？
为什么你这样轻易的进入我的世界？

爱你的证据

心疼你 苍白的脸色
心疼你 犹郁的表情
心疼你 紧皱的眉头
心疼你 委屈的泪滴
心疼你 苦涩的笑颜
所有的心疼
都因你而起
都是我爱你的证据

Lonely

A song for myself..
This is me..




Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya
kno got to have one good girl
whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bull
shit then one day she cant take it
no more and decides to leave
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
coulda sworn
I was dreamin,
for her I wasFeenin,
so I hadda take a little ride,
back tracking ova these few years,
tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
cuzEver since my girl left me,
my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
girlIm so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Cant belive I hadda girl like you
and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side,
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you were a good girl and I had no right,
IReally wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girl
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own)
girlIm so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Been all about the world
ain't neva met a girl
that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day
would come where you would
get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint noone in the globe id rather
see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
So lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll
Never thought that id be alone,
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long,
I jus want u to come home,
so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out,
I never wished Id everHurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz...
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll
Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely

真正的我

我還以為這是一段美麗的戀愛,
誰知道確實一段最悲慘,
最痛的戀愛,
雖然我們再一起的時間不長,
見面的次數也不多,
但只要你的一封簡訊就很滿足了。。
我知道這不是你想要的,
你要我每天陪你,
每天見面,
我辦不到,
但我一盡力了!!
對不起,
對不起!
雖然如此但我還是很愛你,
很愛你..
你都沒有感覺嗎?
為葚麼你對我卻如此的冷談?
為葚麼被你傷害很深卻無法離開你?
是我太傻?
太迟钝？
还是太天真？
我是多么的相信你，
但你却背叛我。。
在这种情况下被甩了，
但还爱着你的笨蛋只有我吧？
我真的很笨。。
你知道吗？
我还想念着你，
还喜欢着你，
还爱着你。。
但我现在决定了。。
我决定放下你，
放下属于你的所有。。
放下这段没有结局的爱情。。
因为我们不曾有回忆，
要你在我的记忆中删掉并不难。。
从今天起我不再为你哭，
不再为你而难过。。
因为我不再爱你，
也不再喜欢你，
更不会再想起你。。
因为我已放下了。。
彻底的放下了。。
这种失败的爱情是第一次，
也是最后一次。。
因为我不会再重复同样的错误。。
永远都不会。。

Im so stupid

I thought this is my last love story,
the sweetest,
the happiest love story..
but I'm totally wrong,
this is my saddest love story..
my heart was totally broken in tat moment,
I'm thinking..
why do u treat me like that??
whats wrong with u??
or whats wrong did i do??
but until now i dun know the answer..
what should i do??
I'm totally jerk..
totally loser..
totally stupid..
totally not a good girlfriend..
totally died..
i love you..
but i dun know how to show my feeling..
I'm not a good actor..
I'm acting poor in love..
really poor..
I'm nice to friend...
nice to me kor jie mui di..
but i dun know why I'm treating my boyfriend differently..
maybe he is not tat type of boyfriend i think..
he is difference from the others..
I'm not his type..
but i wanna to tell you..
i love you..
i love you even you dump me..
cuz tat is my promise..
but now the promise is broken by you..
you broken my promise to you..
sorry tat i din accompany you as long as usual..
but tat not mean i didn't love you..
some time you are not beside me,
tat time i miss you so much,
u know??
even your sms i already very happy..
but i think tat not what you want..
sorry..
really sorry..
i love you..

My Heart was Broken

tudtud's heart was broken
im been hurt deeply
y should u hurt me??
y??
if im wrong plz tell me
tatz feeling nt nice
i should hear watz my frenz says
hiazz
im stupid...
too stupid...
bcs of u
i chg much
y should u treat me lky tat???
i hate u!!!
i hate u!!!
juz leave me alone if u nt love me...
if u din love me
y should u wn tat relationship between me n u???
tatz so hurt
i hate u!!!
hate u so much!!!
the 1st time i been hurt so deeply
bcs of u!!!
i love u
bt u treat me lky tat
love is stupid
love is nothing
love is weapond which use to hurt u deeply without any sound or sign
love is useless