Desperate

I'm silent here recently.. Due to a lot of event, work and so...

The most annoying part is I'm in love with a guy. =)
But, that guy seem not to like me as much as I did.
He may be fooling me or so which has made me so desperate, so sad.
That night, he said he will be mine for the night until he send me back home..
That's a memorial night..
He bring me to the beach, we sat there chit chatting like we never did.
He's been so sweet, so romantic, so hot..
And I realize I've fell for him long ago...

He says he like me too, but he never wanted to continue this relationship.
He said we're just friends, buddy..
But, he never know how hurt was I when he talk to me like that..
You made me fall for you and never thinking of catching me..

I've been fooled..
I never tell you my feelings because I know it won't make any different between us two..
I don't wanna lose you so I decided to keep in silently..

I met you yesterday, I never knew you was there.
Someone call you out because of me I know it well..
You're still so nice and sweet to me..
I get nervous so I drank the beer real quickly, hope I never scared you.. =b
I try to keep distance from you cause I scare I wouldn't be able to control myself..
I wanna hug and kiss you so damn badly!!
But if I do my heart will bleed even more..
What should I do? I've fell for a wrong person..

Oh Mr. Cockroach can you just tell me how you feel about me? There way you act is annoying me..
Say that you don't love me and push me away with full force so I will never look back to you..

Life is Bread History

Well, the reason why I've no time to update my blog is because I gotten a job as a baker in Bread History, Gurney Plaza. And 18th of April was officially my last last day as a worker there.. I seriously miss them all la..

  Since 15th of January I've worked there.. The first person I met was Ah Girl, our supervisor of Gurney. Then the next one probably was Kai Xing~ <3 1="" all="" and="" as="" before="" br="" bread="" can="" cash="" cashier="" ching.="" did.="" drawer="" earlier="" every="" friends="" functioning="" get="" girls="" going="" has="" have="" i="" ingredients="" into="" it="" kitchen.="" lay="" leave="" made="" memorize="" more="" much="" name="" nbsp="" of="" p="" part="" people="" period="" picture="" price="" probably="" s="" sad="" said="" since="" some="" t="" take="" than="" that="" the="" them="" then="" there="" they="" thing.="" to="" union="" ve="" was="" week="" well="" who="" with="" worked="" xin="" yee="">   After a week, I'm into the kitchen. The people in kitchen makes me feels they are so damn serious since they're all wearing mask and you never know were they smiling or not, what you can do is eye contact with them.. So while stepping in there makes me so excited but also nervous. Just only 1 day and I realize life in kitchen is much tougher than standing outside at the counter. The people don't talk, doing their own thing all the time, wouldn't smile at you and only asking you to work and yes complaining you're slow. From the start I was like 'Oh c'mon I'm new! What do expect? You got more experience of course you got that speed..' But after a while I got my speed, of course not like an expert but not that newbie la.. =b

  The most thing I do is weighting the dough, the dough was prepared but we have to weight them all before making breads, since they came in a pack with different weight, so yea.. Remember there was a day I weight them like 20 over pack.. gosh! It was sick you know?! Standing in da same position doing same thing all day long.= = Joey says today I was seeing you doing the same thing all day. lol. Well, cause that time I don't know how to do breads I couldn't help them the only I can do is weight the dough.

  After some days, Khai Sean, my leader get me to learn how to topping the breads! I was like yesh! From the start I'm like "Oh my god! There's so many!!" I couldn't actually remember all the toppings and so. I have  to learn how to differentiate them before I can do the toppings. If your're asking did I make it wrongly? My answer is YES! I did make it wrongly once! It was suppose to be white mexico I pumped coffee mexico! LMAO!! Sheh Ying was like "oppss! that's super polo!!" I did only once I swear okay?

  Then is the oven, yea. Until now the job I hated the most i kitchen is handling the oven. Why? because it's hot, it's a fucking race with the time and fire, you have to be like a lightning bolt running front and back. If you're handling only the oven that's still okay, if you have to do topping and handling the oven at the same times it kills me. But now, it doesn't kills me but I just still don't like it.. =b Yes, I burnt my hand not only once but several times. I'm like I was getting a new tattoo~~ xD It's not like the oven will flame but my hand accidentally touched the hot plate which just remove from the oven. People asked why don't you shout?! I'm like because I'm shock?? 0.o Seriously I don't know how to respond since all in my mind is bread. = =
Until I saw blisters on it only I realize it was bad, I cut the blisters and water flows out it was hurt but I just don't want to see them on my hands. Well, now it become a permanent tattoo.. So girls don't cut your blisters even though you don't like them okay?

  Oh ya! There's only 2 man in there which is Daniel and Ah Shen which I called him. They are buddies, they talk they laugh together. Their both nice to me also la.. Haha.. Daniel boy always makes me laugh since his face was so cute and he always did silly faces, he speak like so funny. He just make me laugh all the time. xD Shen is quite serious looking but actually not! He's probably the trouble maker all the time. =b I admit that he take care of me a lot la..

  I don't know should I write the Boost guys. haha! Boost Juice Bar was just opposite of our shop, so yea I'm a regular customer there.. lol. There's a guy who always give me a lot discount, love him so much! <3 a="" btw="" get="" girls="" good="" he="" him="" i="" if="" la..="b</p" looking.="" photo="" possible="" says="" the="" was="" with="" would="">There's so much to write, but still I have to end this blog. So I took some photos with them. <3 nbsp="" p="">I missed you guys! LOVE YA!!<3 nbsp="">

What I saw every morning

Dani~el~
PS: can't photo properly eh er. ==

New kid, Chris Tan Yi Feng.
He's a genius!

Khai Sean, I begged her of this photo you know?

BHua, senior from Prangin.

谢师宴

There's a lot of things happens these days but I'm not able to update my blog, I'm sorry guys..
I may be more free once I pass my exam at this coming 4 Dec. then I'll be going KL so I got something to update there.. =b

14 Oct 2012 our school held a buffet lunch at Traders Hotel for our teachers..
sincerely, the food is bad. not worth for RM46 also.. ><
Nevermind at least we all enjoy the day..

I'm force to be one of the committee member since the class voted me as the naib pengerusi. 
you know what? this is the worst event team I had but I trust the main problem comes from the Principal..
However I'm going to leave the school real soon so, just let it be..
For my junior, if the principal is going to held it again next year you sure must have face problems! Be smart or you can ask some advises from us. Good Luck.

Oh ya! I'm also involved in flashmob. We're dope! The song is remix of "One of A Kind-G Dragon, Apologize-Jabbawockez, Gangnam Style-PSY, Crayon-G Dragon and finally Live My Life-Far East Movement" the song credits to a friend Er Ah Tham! <3 p="p">
Here's some photos, I admit I enjoy the day but this is not the happiest day..

Feels wrong

after Step Up Revolution I felt that is hard for the other flash mob team in Penang. People shouldn't compare the local team as the movie right? The movie must make it as pro as the can otherwise people will say this movie sucks, not good at all, wasting time or money...
Flash mob come before Step Up. This is just a movie, director and their team finds all the professional dancers and crew and make this work. And we want a wish come true, a bunch of people loves dancing and they wanna express their feelings. If you think you can dance better? Stand in the public tune you music and DANCE!
We show respect, we show the way how we love it! We want more people to know about dance. There's always a reason people do something, even though there's always have someone who came in for fun but they enjoy..
No offense, I just love dancing, flash mob. I'm one of  The Flash from Penang. =)

30-hour Famine, 28th, 29th July.

30-Hour Famine is a event organize by WorldVision, which is the main organizer. It's my first time joining this event and this is crazy!!!
It is about starving for food. We are there to challenge ourselves only drinking and eat nothing for 30hours. The main thing is to feel the way those people, children and animal who starving for food, lack of mineral or would probably pass away any time any where. 
   This event is kinda huge since it is just one of the D.I.Y camp in Penang. There was a camp and also countdown in KL. Lee Hom will attend the countdown.
    During the event I don't actually feel starving but I feel tired lack of strength imagine the people there, no food, no water, hot whether and they still have to work or find their own food. Kids are dying everyday, every hour, there are already 5 main country in ASEAN which involved in problem. By joining this event we can help them.
 
    Back to the event day. I was a committee there so I gonna be there more earlier and yes I went early. We are using the Penang Town Hall, one of the heritage building. Second floor is made of wood and since it was old when you walk on the second floor the floor is actually shaking! Kinda scary right? but still we are safe we never break the floor even we jump hard. xD
     On that day, we have performance, games, movie sharing and so on... The most interested event must be the concert. Everyone was so damn high until most of them couldn't go to bed, me either. LOL.
     At night, they will play movies. So for those people like us can have a movie marathon. I actually watch until I fall asleep in the hall.
     Well, people ask did I eat secretly. And my answer is NO!! although I did bring sweets, chocolates and biscuits but I never eat. I don't even drink 100 plus or milk only mineral water. I know it is crazy but it's true! =P
      I'm so happy I join this event, no regrets! I met new friends, learn new things, experience new, adventure a little. You know what? I'm going next year! 30-Hour Famine? Challenge Accepted!
Photos will be upload sooner or later, stay tune. =)
Love, Hann

Bad Day

It's a bad bad day..
Today our school held Sukan Tara: long jump and race.

I says it's bad because it is my very last year in CDK and i wanna do it for my Blue team. but in the end i fail.. I over jumped and i fall in the race.. damn it!!!

What would cheer me up?? Sad MAX!

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Shooting Fun at School.

It's our last year at Convent Datuk Keramat. We stand a chance to bring camera to school to snap photo to print on the book with our life in school. 
Most of us bring DSLR, semi-DSLR, even compact camera. Shooting is fun, for me. Shooting my friends in school is even fun. You know we spend our happy memories, hard times, sleeping while study, gossip every things together all the time. I'll miss you guys! 
Gonna share some pictures to you guys that me and my friends took. 

Big headed, ME.

silly me with ReeWen. 

looks like a pro? =b

hardworking lerh~~

Mr Ducan. Vainest teacher ever after.

Monkey with LiHong

Pn. Hwang. our beloved chemi teacher.

Guess who... =b

Small shoot of class.

Oh ya, today we played a game while our English lesson.. I actually won every game but teacher says I should give people chance so, I won the first and give out the rest.. =b

Ta-da.. It's word search.

Stay tune for more updates.. =D

Love, Hann

CLHS Gathering, 6th June

This is my first time going Chung Ling High School Scouts Gathering, also the last time i think..
From the start i think is boring because we have to get there by 7am in the morning until 7.30pm. 
God is a damn long duration okay? @@


But! I never regret going to this gathering.. *claps*
Our leader put a lot of effort on this gathering and yes it pays.. =D
We won 5 trophies. *woo hoo!!!
4 freakin champion and 1st runner up.. =b
Masquerade 1st
Best Dance
Best Fancy Dress
Best Attendance, with a 164 high attendance. xD
And finally the great damn BEST OVERALL CHAMPION!!!
I paid also kay?? 
I've shout til my throat like torn out wey.. 


The people who explain the stories between Vampires, Werewolf and Witch please check out Vampires Diaries!!!! *just saying. =b


A lot of funny moment in the gathering seriously.. 
The emcees is good. great job! 
Except for the asking phone number part okay? so damn embarrassing!! =@
I hang there like 5seconds. God.. the hall is looking at me! 
There's a reason why I hang, it remind me of the video from Mad TV.. xD


Here's the link: 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kTFZyl7hfBw
Prepare to laugh! 


The CDKs is like KPOP freaks you know? lol
Once they said KPOP everyone know they're talking about the CDKs.
Nevermind we did a great job.. =b


Oh ya! the Free Dance!! 
baby YinChing rocks!!! I never see this side of her seriously, I was shock! 
Jxhia the HIAO'es cha bor~ always dance well de la... xD
Pei Er is like listen to da music all the time.. 
Li Chin, Ree Wen, Caryn... shaking on the beat.. lolx!
The DJ was the one I mad of! 
Playing the wrong song, even he played the right one before the chorus the highest part he changed!!! URGH!
Be smart okay, dear DJ. The boss will fire you if you did this in the club. = =

Dears Kim, Er, LiChin, ReeWen and ME! on the left.

As I mention earlier, the trophies!

This is one of the great memory of my Girl Guides story, my High School life.. 
Friends lets treasure our friendship. Friends Forever. <3

Relaxing~

Got some free time today so i went out with my dear, Janice.. ^^
Well.. we reach 1t Avenue and bought the movie ticket.
There's is some time so we decided to eat some thing, walk around but nothing to eat.. ><
In the end we went to Old Town for bread.. =b
In the middle of lunch a disable people pass by asking for donation.. like selling things.. so we both bought 2 for RM10. Is quite pretty so still okay..

Friends~ =D

Then we go to the cinema. =)

A photo of us before getting in there.. =b

The movie ticket.

Ta-da!!

Snow White and The Huntsman. It's a nice movie even tough there's no big different from the original story that I watch when I was young but it makes the story more interesting. =)
The 3 main characters did their very best job for the movie. Snow White, Stepmother, Huntsman.
Well.. you guys should check it out.. =)

On the 3rd of June I went to my cousin's wedding dinner..
My very first time wearing a dinner dress you know!! ><
Gosh!! so embarrassing!! =X

Outfit of the day~

Love the necklace I know.. =b

That's all for today~
stay tune for more updates.. =)
I love you guy.. <3

HannNyo