Breaking My Promise Again

Today i didn't go school because of that bus were late for one period time to school...

i know i shouldn't ponteng since i have the reason of late to school..

i didn't think to ponteng since my friend ask me to.

i should say no but i didn't..

so, today i did so wrong that i promise

my parents, my godmother, sister, and boyfriend not to do this again...

i felt so sorry, although i was doing my homework during that ponteng time..

i shouldn't do that... even i'm doing my homework...

when i get home dad warn me to be careful that everyone knows what i did..

holy shit.. that teacher knew it, and not only me, is me with my friends too..

if i didn't go, they would be save at home now...

now they are nervous planing what to tell the teacher tomorrow...

sorry guys...

SORRY is what only i could say,

i know that sorry can't change anything,

i know that i make everyone disappointed at me again.. (even teacher)

i know that what i promise is shit!!

because you all know i won't change any..

i was just playing around, do nothing everyday..

those advise i didn't forget,

what i promise i didn't forget,

what i say i didn't forget..

how i betray my parents i didn't forget..

how i make all of you disappointed i didn't forget,

how many times i make you all disappointed i didn't forget too..

awakeness

when're gone, I'm gone too..

18th march we start our first dating with movie and shopping.. =]

we end on 12th may at the field behind my school.

do you know how hurt i am?!

you just sit beside and watch my dad slap me!

then we broke up like this..

the one who say break is me,

but do you know how much i love you????

you dont even realize..

I'm such a fool~!!!

However i had been fool but i'm still loving you...

How stupid i am?!

Wake up you dude~!!!

He is suck!!

The son of bitch!!!

Leave him, please~!!

You suit for a better man~~

Missing~

Missing YoRu~

You thought me to love~
You thought me what is jealous~
but You did not thought me how to let go~

You had been an Angel, that always by my side....
You had been a MAN, protecting me....
You had been a THIEF, stolen my Heart....
You had been a BETRAYER, unfaithful to me...

How could You did that to me?!!
I love You so much but i dont know what are you saying was true..

you said: I want you to be the happiest woman in this world, always~!
And that is'nt true... I was been happy for two months...
Now You were happy with Your EX wifey...
And ME....will be died forever~~!!!!!!!!
Finally BROKEN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



By Tudtud~[寒]

专属天使 tank

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
wo要不是你出现我一定还在沉睡
oh绝望的以为生命只有黑夜




這是我最愛的歌..
你有在聽嗎??

我爱你

凯:
我用真心去爱你
但你的情都是假意
既然被你伤了再伤
我现在已伤痕累累
我的心碎了
不能再复原
不再相信爱情
不在是以前的我
因为我死了
不能再复活
天使不再守护我
恶魔把我的真心带走
六月二十四号那天我死了
在临走之前对你说一句
"我爱你" "Je t'aime"
寒

APOLOGIZE- TIMBALAND

I’m holding on your rope
Get me ten feet of the ground
And I’d heard wat you say
But I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down,but wait
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think turn around and say
That is too late to apologise, it’s too late
It is too late to apologise, it’s too late
I’d take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I nid you like a heart needs a beat
But that’s nothing new, yeah yeah
I loved you when you fire red, but it’s now turning blue
And you said sorry like a angel
Heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid
It’s too late to apologise, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologise, it’s too late, whoa whoa


It’s too late to apologise, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologise, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologise, yeah
I said it’s too late to apologise, yeah
I’m holding on your rope
Get me ten feet of the ground

我怎么了

我是否很自由？
自由得有点孤单。。。
是否很久都有牵手的感觉？
是因为感觉牵手的温暖吗？
还是冷了想要暖和下来？
是真的冷了吗？
还是因为冬季的到来？
我突然好想恋爱
或者是我一时的错觉
不想在一个人了

哥？天使？

妈妈突然告诉我
我一个哥哥。。
一个已过世的哥哥。。
我的眼泪不受控值得留下来了。。
这就是亲情吧？




哥，
你知道吗？
妹妹很想你，
妹妹很想见见你，
妹妹有很多话想和哥哥说的。。
但现在都不能了。。



哥哥你是妹妹心中最美丽的天使，
是妹妹心中最闪亮的一颗星星。。
虽然妹妹没有机会见到哥哥和哥哥谈天，
但妹妹知道你一直都在天堂守护着妹妹。。



哥，
我爱你。。

在MCD (6 sep 2009)

昨天在龙尾的mcd
蛮开心的
lionel, bassdevo, jin, jshen..
我们一起去，一起跳shuffle..
lionel和bassdevo都拍了shuffle video
他们叫我拍只是我坚持不拍
lionel的脚肿得很大哦！！
他还死都要跳shuffle
不会想
心痛啊！！
志毅放我们飞机啊！！
要请我们吃东西了。。
哈哈~


在那边很多人哦~
看到piipy, sara, kevin, shaun, lionel lim..
还有HMZ的人
和一些学校的人


没想到姐姐也会来，
原来是lionel载她来的，
爽死了啦。。
哈哈~
只是一下子就被赶回家了。。


跳完shuffle
我们回去mcd
jin和jshen买东西吃
而我和lionel喝水罢了
bassdevo只呆在那很孤单哦~
很想知道为什么，
问他又不说就算了。。
lionel喝水喝得超恶的
我都快吐了
他放薯条，tomato sauce, BBQ sauce..
恶心吧！！
他还把它喝光了。。
到六点多我们就回了
lionel还lap motor
真拿他没辙
等下变大象脚


晚上十一点多是在MSN和lionel, lionel lim chat
我看错还以为两个都是lionel
十二点我就睡了


希望lionel的脚会快快复原啦~

伤得更深了

~九月四号~

今天本是要去学校的

哪里知道嘉欣的耳朵

好恐怖哦。。

伊惠的手被抓得好伤哦。。

好痛。。

过后去嘉欣家时，

心情就不好了。。

唉~

好累~

因为它就这样突然出现在我眼前，

（因该不许写出来吧？了解我的都知道）

不知为什么看见他时很生气，

但过后却很想他..

这是所谓的又爱又恨吗？