I'm silent here recently.. Due to a lot of event, work and so...
The most annoying part is I'm in love with a guy. =)
But, that guy seem not to like me as much as I did.
He may be fooling me or so which has made me so desperate, so sad.
That night, he said he will be mine for the night until he send me back home..
That's a memorial night..
He bring me to the beach, we sat there chit chatting like we never did.
He's been so sweet, so romantic, so hot..
And I realize I've fell for him long ago...
He says he like me too, but he never wanted to continue this relationship.
He said we're just friends, buddy..
But, he never know how hurt was I when he talk to me like that..
You made me fall for you and never thinking of catching me..
I've been fooled..
I never tell you my feelings because I know it won't make any different between us two..
I don't wanna lose you so I decided to keep in silently..
I met you yesterday, I never knew you was there.
Someone call you out because of me I know it well..
You're still so nice and sweet to me..
I get nervous so I drank the beer real quickly, hope I never scared you.. =b
I try to keep distance from you cause I scare I wouldn't be able to control myself..
I wanna hug and kiss you so damn badly!!
But if I do my heart will bleed even more..
What should I do? I've fell for a wrong person..
Oh Mr. Cockroach can you just tell me how you feel about me? There way you act is annoying me..
Say that you don't love me and push me away with full force so I will never look back to you..
