fed up!!!!!

i was suffering myself and he just enjoy himself!!!

how hurt when i saw his status?!

my phone call til no credit cant reply le,

but i know you're angry, is ok..

cause i really cant contact with you, is my fault...

i tell you the reason i ponteng d..

but you were not trusting me!!!!

what should i say?!

wanna change me?!

ask yourself can or not?!

changing is not that easy!!

really fed up d!!

first time only!!!

happy???? you got everything first~!!!

Breaking My Promise Again

Today i didn't go school because of that bus were late for one period time to school...

i know i shouldn't ponteng since i have the reason of late to school..

i didn't think to ponteng since my friend ask me to.

i should say no but i didn't..

so, today i did so wrong that i promise

my parents, my godmother, sister, and boyfriend not to do this again...

i felt so sorry, although i was doing my homework during that ponteng time..

i shouldn't do that... even i'm doing my homework...

when i get home dad warn me to be careful that everyone knows what i did..

holy shit.. that teacher knew it, and not only me, is me with my friends too..

if i didn't go, they would be save at home now...

now they are nervous planing what to tell the teacher tomorrow...

sorry guys...

SORRY is what only i could say,

i know that sorry can't change anything,

i know that i make everyone disappointed at me again.. (even teacher)

i know that what i promise is shit!!

because you all know i won't change any..

i was just playing around, do nothing everyday..

those advise i didn't forget,

what i promise i didn't forget,

what i say i didn't forget..

how i betray my parents i didn't forget..

how i make all of you disappointed i didn't forget,

how many times i make you all disappointed i didn't forget too..